Rainy lights around me,
your voice echoing in the distance,
my body moving by pure inertia...
Always at your side,
but I'm never really there.
Weak body parts cry in sorrow,
the lost mind tries its best,
but it's hopeless, let it sleep.
Black Melancholy
14/5/12
11/4/12
8/4/12
1/4/12
30/3/12
23/3/12
Fantasy
I'm looking for unrealness...
I crave for inexistence,
I dream of the impossible,
I'm chasing lies.
I walk blindfolded,
I'm waiting for despair...
I crave for inexistence,
I dream of the impossible,
I'm chasing lies.
I walk blindfolded,
I'm waiting for despair...
19/3/12
Not monsters...
"Wings symbolize freedom for those who have none"Cissnei - Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
...
I am so unsure about everything now, is not like it hasn't happened before...
But this time..it feels kinda different...someone is gonna get hurt...and I can't do anything about it...
But I'm not sacrificing my happiness for anyone...that's just not right
Things need to be said, I just need to be "soft"...eventhough at the end..it'll hurt the same...
When will I be ready?
I have been avoiding it for so long...
I want to say sorry beforehand...I'm very sorry...I won't ask forgiveness...but...sorry anyway...
I hope, you understand someday...if not..I'll only ask you...
....to hate me, hate with all your heart and will...please
HATE ME
But this time..it feels kinda different...someone is gonna get hurt...and I can't do anything about it...
But I'm not sacrificing my happiness for anyone...that's just not right
Things need to be said, I just need to be "soft"...eventhough at the end..it'll hurt the same...
When will I be ready?
I have been avoiding it for so long...
I want to say sorry beforehand...I'm very sorry...I won't ask forgiveness...but...sorry anyway...
I hope, you understand someday...if not..I'll only ask you...
....to hate me, hate with all your heart and will...please
HATE ME
17/3/12
9/3/12
Beautiful Mine
by The Butterfly Effect
Void to feel,
Broken the wheel.
I am the reason you feel,
the reason you feel,
the reason you feel no more.
Cage confines,
A beautiful mine.
I, the way that you feel,
the long divides,
the cold divides,
the pain divides....you.
I see you, I see through.
Where will you be if you don't go,
You'll never find.
What will you see if you don't look,
Then never mind.
Never Mind. Never Mind.
Touch the taste,
the empty embrace.
I am the reason you run,
the reason you run,
the reason you run from here.
The lost design for the beautiful mine
I, the way that you feel
the long divides,
the cold divides,
the pain divides....you.
I see you, I see through.
Where will you be if you don't go,
You'll never find.
What will you see if you don't look,
Then never mind.
Never Mind. Never Mind.
How will you stand if you fall down and never try,
looking for someone you'll never be, never find.
never find.
never find.
(again and again and again and again and again and again)
Beautiful Mine.
Void to feel,
Broken the wheel.
I am the reason you feel,
the reason you feel,
the reason you feel no more.
Cage confines,
A beautiful mine.
I, the way that you feel,
the long divides,
the cold divides,
the pain divides....you.
I see you, I see through.
Where will you be if you don't go,
You'll never find.
What will you see if you don't look,
Then never mind.
Never Mind. Never Mind.
Touch the taste,
the empty embrace.
I am the reason you run,
the reason you run,
the reason you run from here.
The lost design for the beautiful mine
I, the way that you feel
the long divides,
the cold divides,
the pain divides....you.
I see you, I see through.
Where will you be if you don't go,
You'll never find.
What will you see if you don't look,
Then never mind.
Never Mind. Never Mind.
How will you stand if you fall down and never try,
looking for someone you'll never be, never find.
never find.
never find.
(again and again and again and again and again and again)
Beautiful Mine.
Otra vez
Te he buscado todos los días,
te encuentro y....¿luego?
No se que hacer, en realidad...
creo que no hay nada que hacer
Estúpidamente te miro,
nuestras miradas se cruzan.
Una fracción de segundo,
solo eso me basta, solo eso...
La sonrisa de perfecta imbécil
resplandece en mi cara tan fácil...
¿porqué?
te encuentro y....¿luego?
No se que hacer, en realidad...
creo que no hay nada que hacer
Estúpidamente te miro,
nuestras miradas se cruzan.
Una fracción de segundo,
solo eso me basta, solo eso...
La sonrisa de perfecta imbécil
resplandece en mi cara tan fácil...
¿porqué?
23/2/12
Now
I'm becoming obsessed
I'll haunt you endlessly
Until...
Do I really want that?
Wasn't that something...
I would never do?
I'll haunt you endlessly
Until...
Do I really want that?
Wasn't that something...
I would never do?
21/2/12
16/2/12
Busca
En las calles, el transporte público
gente, gente, gente, gente
Partiendo de despedidas,
llegando de encuentros,
arribando a sus destinos
buscan, buscan, buscan
Día y noche, sin parar
Todos buscan, pierden,
encuentran, pierden...
Y parece ser lo normal,
lo de a diario, lo que debe ser
No lo entiendo, y no quiero buscar nunca.
gente, gente, gente, gente
Partiendo de despedidas,
llegando de encuentros,
arribando a sus destinos
buscan, buscan, buscan
Día y noche, sin parar
Todos buscan, pierden,
encuentran, pierden...
Y parece ser lo normal,
lo de a diario, lo que debe ser
No lo entiendo, y no quiero buscar nunca.
8/2/12
Final Act
- "Do you really have to leave?"
- "I promised. The people I love, are waiting."
- "...I don't understand. Not at all. But...please take care of yourself."
- "Of course...I'll come back to you. Even if you don't promise to wait. I'll return knowing you'll be here."
LOVELESS
6/2/12
LOVELESS
Final Fantasy: Crisis Core
Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end The goddess descends from the sky Wings of light and dark spread afar She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting
Even if the morrow is barren of promises, Nothing shall forestall my return. To become the dew that quenches the land To spare the sands, the seas, the skies I offer thee this silent sacrifice
Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end The goddess descends from the sky Wings of light and dark spread afar She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting
Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess We seek it thus, and take to the sky Ripples form on the water's surface The wandering soul knows no rest
Act II
There is no hate, only joy For you are beloved by the goddess Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul Pride is lost Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
Act III
My friend, do you fly away now? To a world that abhors you and I? All that awaits you is a somber morrow No matter where the winds may blow My friend, your desire Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess Even if the morrow is barren of promises, Nothing shall forestall my return.
Act IV
My friend, the fates are cruel There are no dreams, no honor remains The arrow has left the bow of the goddess My soul, corrupted by vengeance Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey In my own salvation And your eternal slumber Legend shall speak Of sacrifice at world's end The wind sails over the water's surface Quietly, but surely
Act V*Even if the morrow is barren of promises, Nothing shall forestall my return. To become the dew that quenches the land To spare the sands, the seas, the skies I offer thee this silent sacrifice
18/1/12
I realized
It's pretty awkward you know...
back before, at that time, at that moment...
You always told me,
how much you loved me,
how much you longed for me,
how much you desired me,
how much you admired me...
I couldn't never get to understand...
not because of a lack of sense,
not because of that uneasy feeling,
neither because I couldn't believe it.
I just didn't wanted to be loved...
Eventhough, I loved you too
But I couldn't see it at that time.
Now it's late, I regret nothing.
back before, at that time, at that moment...
You always told me,
how much you loved me,
how much you longed for me,
how much you desired me,
how much you admired me...
I couldn't never get to understand...
not because of a lack of sense,
not because of that uneasy feeling,
neither because I couldn't believe it.
I just didn't wanted to be loved...
Eventhough, I loved you too
But I couldn't see it at that time.
Now it's late, I regret nothing.
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