I am so unsure about everything now, is not like it hasn't happened before...
But this time..it feels kinda different...someone is gonna get hurt...and I can't do anything about it...
But I'm not sacrificing my happiness for anyone...that's just not right
Things need to be said, I just need to be "soft"...eventhough at the end..it'll hurt the same...
When will I be ready?
I have been avoiding it for so long...
I want to say sorry beforehand...I'm very sorry...I won't ask forgiveness...but...sorry anyway...
I hope, you understand someday...if not..I'll only ask you...
....to hate me, hate with all your heart and will...please
HATE ME